stayed at home these past 2 days. with kakddee. OFF! hah! abang came abit later than rahmat. then something happened. too lazy to tell. rahmat and family were at the basketball court playing soccer. rahmat told me that iffa is also participating soccer for her cca. as if i'm interested in joining soccer. not like her. I'm a girl not a boy. that's my point of view okay.

mummy bought me this minnie mouse book for me. so i decided to write everything about rahmat in the book. all good thoughts. i thought of planning to keep it a secret. but he found out. shucks! now i'm still staying at home.. nothing to do. rahmat is waiting for his turn to surf the net.. cannot!! i need to update more!

what i think of myself now is:

1. i can't take care of myself.
2. everything i do is always wrong.
3. i'm soooooo stupid.
4. i cannot think.
5. i'm an ugly duckling.
6. i'll never grow up! *important
7. i have spastic photos.
8. i'm very bad in english.
9. i'm useless.
10. i only think about myself.
11. everybody else is better than me.
12. i'm a VERY lazy person.

it's far most true. i'm very useless. all i do is WRONG. i hate myself! i hate me...

pictures shasha sent to me. thanks sha.
walk. what a face!!

kiss my slipper please. before that smell first.

chey, muke ada sseennyyuumm..


phrase for today: i'm useless