good enough. i already lost rahmat. and now my one and only bestie. yah whatever. I really don't want to make these such a big problem. maybe the previous years, I said to her in the beginning. "I don't believe in bestfriends". maybe it's true all along. before the break-up, i told myself : "There's alot of people behind me. So there's nothing to lose". guess I'm wrong again. Thanks Shasha for the post! i just don't want to face her now. but i should understand how she feels. I'm sorry. and guess what, all of my sorries came from this heartless heart. so don't make any wild accusations. think before you say things to hurt me. I don't need this right now.

he's involved in my problems. i walked out of school yesterday. i told him to stay in school. but his ironhead doesnt want to listen. He followed me from behind. At the bus-stop, he cried. My heart melt instantly. trust me love, let them know by themselves. it's okay. I'm okay with it. Nothing wrong about that. Don't blame yourself for everything that had happened to me. It's okay.

everything is gonna be alright love..BTW,

Happy 21th Birthday Kak-Ija!

ps:ily ->dayah