basically, i always get what i wish for :)

I LIKE FOSTER
i don't usually say this but i'm pretty lucky.
i have the perfect mom and the perfect sisters :)

i don't ask for much, i'll probably earn it myself.
i can say that i'm extremely annoying
and a complete drama queen.

i LOVE new things but will get bored of it easily.

and i believe that EVERY girl is beautiful
everyone of you ladies

cos guys can't live without us :)




I was careless i forgot.

Nydiah Foster

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“bitches don't just bark, they bite”

worrying
Sunday, August 17, 2008 || 3:48 PM

OJ's gathering was fun!

met everybody at J.E. then off we go to orchard. we went to far east to look for Shaz's bag and the guys followed. while waiting for su and safuan. kite jalan-jalan. and guess what!?!

We saw Nurul Aini!!!!

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ARGH! I like her. I want to be her. She's cool.

snapped picture.

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Met su at Far east Level 3!

then she joined.
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later on we found out that the guys have already CHOP places! walaoweeii you know. thought of eating at Sakura. but they were at "cahaya" instead. haiyoo..

safuan joined us.

took alot lot of photos using su's camera.
Send arh! kalau tak send nanti aku cepuk kau!
after dinner..then we kept on walking and walking.. mcm takder arah tujuan.
settled down at takashimaya. dayah & aisyah went around to look for dayah's slippers *blisters. i thought of following. but i didn't.
talked to akhbar..long time never see..then akhbar and yus went to the gents. (tu pon nak post) haha.
abit lonely. everybody is talking to everybody and i'm like sitting down there with the camera in my hands. ape lagi..

dayah & aisyah returned and went off again. Aisyah blister pulak!!-

Yus wanted to go mac and eat again. WOW! so fast hungry arh! but didnt. safuan and su were like dancing to the songs they were listening. shaz ikotkan je. and i'm like at the side talking to my (*LAUGHING at me) boyfran. i complained and he laughed more. FUNNY arh. walaoweii. atleast I'm not lonely right. while talking to my (*laughing more at me) boyfran.. got 1 english man looking and smiling at me.. i put down the phone and joined them - but not dancing along ok. craving for candy floss..(*love! correct spelling?)

after everybody's back.. we headed to esplanade.

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hello belo. my name is nydiah and this is my best fran hidayah.

totally enjoying each other's company and yus farted like 2 times. haha! funny sia..
loud siak. the 2 girls at the side were laughing at him.

kutok Hamtaro. and took more pictures. and bla bla bla..

headed home with db, aisyah, shaz and yus.

anak manje mintak ambik dari kerje. so i picked my boyfran up. slept in the bus like usual. he's totally worn out.. i can see that. oouuhh ya! got a few pictures.

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next time.. i teach you how to eat properly ok? ala.. uchuk uchuk! whakaka!

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our love book. we tried finding the Letters in black. but couldnt find one. so we tried being creative and colour the letters black.

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end up the marker got no ink! haha! but we did complete colouring.

went to 7-11 to buy food. like always. love got free burger. happy. and i bought chocolate.

we talked for awhile..... lovely night with you. so sweet of you..
talked about him leaving me for NS.. and me wanting to continue my studies at a different school.

haish. i'll consider about this okay. i know that you're worried about me and all. and i appreciate that. but i really wanna try this.but i'll still consider.. yes, maybe i have said the same things to him before i got to Higher Nitec. but after what he's done to me.. do you think i would want to continue with him. after all the crying in class and after all those harsh words. i think i deserve better. and i fell in love again.

with you.


i'm crying love.. posting about this.. so listen.. i never ever said to him that "he have my heart".. my heart's were with me the whole time being with him. for the first time.. you stole my heart away from me. "you have to cut me open to get your heart back".. i never said those words to him. NEVER.

Never he tried to make me happy when im sad. and never he thought of my feelings. but you did the complete opposite.

he never said "you look beautiful in my eyes.." never. i never felt beautiful.. he tried changing me instead. You were the first to tell me that i'm beautiful.

Never he called me cute when Im clumsy. He scolded me for being CHILDISH and IMMATURE. but when i WAS clumsy. you picked me up. laughed telling me how cute i was being CLUMSY=ME.

When I'm crying.. all he did was scolded me - trying to make me stronger. but that didnt work. he made me weaker. but by you lending me your shoulders and calming me down. listening.. THAT made me stronger.

by giving me your warm hugs and kisses.. THAT made me stronger.
by giving me your smiles and laughters.. THAT made me stronger.
by giving me those yellow flower.. after work.. THAT made me stronger.
by giving me a get well soon card and 3 pink roses..when i fell sick.. THAT made me stronger
by seeing you making funny faces.. THAT made me stronger.
by seeing you at the bridge.. during work.. THAT made me stronger.
by us updating our Book..THAT made me stronger.
by telling me that you love me like everyday.. THAT made me stronger.
by crying infront of my eyes.. for small reasons.. THAT made me stronger.
by seeing your eyes shine.. THAT made me stronger.
by giving your heart to me.. THAT made me stronger.
by wanting to be by my side always.. THAT made me stronger.
by listening.. THAT made me stronger.
by seeing your face everyday.. THAT made me stronger.
THERE'S MANY2 MORE REASONS LOVE..

YOU MAKE ME STRONGER EACH DAY. AND YOU COMPLETE ME.
I'VE NEVER EVER FELT SO MUCH LOVE FROM ANYONE SO SPECIAL BEFORE. NOBODY KNOWS HOW I FEEL NOW. EVEN YOU. I LOVE YOU HAZIQ AND I MEAN IT EVERY TIME I SAY IT. SO IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO REPLACE YOU. TRUST ME ON THIS.

MY TRUE LOVE.
MY WHOLE HEART.
PLEASE DONT THROW THAT AWAY.

PLEASE DONT WALK AWAY AND PLEASE TELL ME YOU'LL STAY..

:'''(
I love you too much..