“bitches don't just bark, they bite”

i'm just so so upset.
everything suck today.
i don't feel like talking about it.
it just suck to the core.

all i want is respect from her.
as your older sister.
it hurts when you scream like that.

and to love,
if this is the only way to express what i'm feeling right now,
then listen..

i really don't know what is going on with you nowadays.
you're always mad and i'm mad too.
when i asked what's wrong, you just kept quiet.
if by our love book or by texting is your only way to express your feelings,
then i'll wait. i will you know.

i miss going to school with you.
i'm always going to school alone.
you're always mad at me and i'm not sure why.
I'm sorry okay. i don't know.

if you think that i'm always forcing you to go to school, then i'll stop.
if you think that i always like to wake you up when you're sleeping, then i'll stop.
i don't want you to think that i'm always telling you what to do. controlling;
and i don't like that.
i won't bother you.


i'm sorry.
i'm just trying to be a good GF.
and now, i'm missing you.
:'(