“bitches don't just bark, they bite”

cant sleep.
all i could think of is : haziq.
be strong okay?
just remember that i love you with all my heart.
im so restless right now.
i really dont know what to do.
im working later at 6pm Again.
but i just cant sleep.
im worried sick. thats all.

i hope eveything's fine.

sometimes, when i look around other girls,
i always wish to have what they have.
like flawless skin.
flat tummy.
very fair skin color.
and etc.
when i look at myself in the mirror.
im like "urgh.."
i dont know.

haziq always says that im beautiful.
but somehow..
i feel like im not.
it hurt alittle bit actually.
i guess ill have to stop commenting on other people
and look at myself in the mirror.

have you ever missed someone so bad that
sometimes it hurt deep inside..
atleast alittle.
sometimes, you just dont want to let go.
and sometimes, you miss them too much, you might even cry.

i do.
sometimes, when he's about to leave,
ill feel like crying missing him.. but he's still infront of me.
then when he left..
ill be text-ing him up telling him how much i miss him.
ill curl up in bed and think of him..
till i fall asleep.

i miss you haziq.
i really do.
:(


ps: i love you