“bitches don't just bark, they bite”

i went to school all messed up.
i dont know what to do with my hair anymore.
it's all over the place.
my eyebags are visible.
and i look like a living zombie.

i cant sleep last night.
i felt like im sleeping,
but i feel hot. so hot that im sweating the whole night.
i began rubbing my eyes til they turned blood red.
and i purposely cough til my throat hurt bad.
i dont know what i was thinking but they hurt bad.

at 3am.
i was still awake.
and aware that everything hurts.
my eyes, my throat and im sweating like hell.
i went to the bathroom to freshen up.
but it didnt work at all.

i felt irritated and was so restless.
i wanted to call love but i know he's worn out.
i didnt want to wake him up.
so i decided to bear with these on my own.

i cried.
cos everything hurts.
everything.
my eyes were filled with tears and it hurts.

all i did was closed them. and tried my hardest to sleep.

and i can see your face
your kiss i still can taste
not a memory erased
oh, I see your star
shining down on me
and ill do anything
if i could just be right there.

where you are
where you and i will breathe together
once again we'll be dancing in the moonlight
just like we used to do
and you'll be smilin back at me
only then will i be free
when i can be
where you are


phrase for today: and the roses are still alive. the roses love bought for me :)