“bitches don't just bark, they bite”

i know.. its been awhile since i update.
well, i dont find anyting interesting to tell anyway.
i've been down nowadays, eventhough i look like im having the time of my life,
but wth, i dont wish for anybody to understand.

wanna know exactly how i feel? i cant tell all.
but here goes.. Zzz..

i'm tired of trying. im tired of thinking that everything is ok.
that's my problem, i put others first.
i dont think about myself.
whenever i think about myself...
is when im alone. my mind will wonderr.. about everything.

no, there's nothing wrong with me and haziq.
and he's been very very very patient with me.

maybe it's me.
my frans said that maybe i'm just tired and i need some rest.
but what i need is, help.

i've spoke to someone about my problems but i dont feel better at all.
i appreciate that they listened. and i thank you so much for that.
maybe i do need help.
or maybe, i just need to talk.
talk to someone i wish to speak to badly.

please. i wanna let out everything.